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+ Over the mountains and the sea

okay i shouldnt be doing this now. really. its like, forbidden or sth. but last night i was feeling philosophical, so i might as well get this out of my system. right?.. not. tmr got 2.4, math quiz and FRENCH shyteihaven't donemyhomeworkwth.

OKAY forget it im just not in the mood now. mental block. back ache. foot feels broken. AND I HAVE TO RUN TMR MORNING.

bah.

Treasure what you have; it might never come back. You only know how precious or important that thing/ person is to you after its gone, and by then, you probably wouldn't have too many memories of it, because you never bothered to remember. All thats left would be fragmanted memories, faded at best.

Then my advice would be to treasure those memories, and the person too, if he isn't all that 'far' away. Not physically, but emotionally, I guess. All that you have to remember the past would be those faded, fragmented memories held down by a heart slowly pining away for what you've lost. It's true: if someone loses something close to you, you won't feel as much regret as you would if you'd lost it yourself.

It's kind of like chocolates, really. You see a not very aesthetically pleasing one, and leave it aside. Then when you realise its some delicious chocolate and go back for it, its already gone. Melted. Lost to you forever.

Okay, so I guess I'm exaggerating this a little too much. But it's true that you will regret. There'll come a day you feel empty and discover a hole in you. A hole that someone, now gone, used to fill. And you'll regret not cherishing those days you were 'complete'. When you reach your hand out, your hand will only grasp on thin air; the person has already gone.

haha what crap. okay basically. take all the memories, faded, broken, incomplete, fragmented, etc. and carefully put them in a bottle, placing them close to your heart, hoping that one day, somehow, you'll be able to find the missing pieces to piece them all back together.
highly unlikely, but hope never dies [haha i think that was the FOA song or sth. close to lah]

mhmm.

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